It's okay man. I don't know you but everyone has to take a step back from gaming once in awhile to catch up to the real world. If we all could just live off of video games we'd be like those one characters in that one movie where they're all in floating chairs with monitors in front of them, obese and not able to move. I can't put a name to the movie but I promise you it's real!
Steel is tempered in fire, just as true merit of character is tempered in suffering.
We have 9 baby ducks and a cat. Four ducklings died from starvation and had to be rushed to the hospital, but survived after eating an extremely large number of cookies. To this day, Pandahut has been the leading cause of wiggling.